Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

What’s for dinner tonight?

**This blog was originally created in 2010 to document my husband and my life as we tried to get pregnant with our first child. After finding BDSM I repurposed the blog in 2014 to look at our kink and balancing it with the two children we now have. Please feel free to read the below posts and any from my 2010 and 2011 archive, but please be aware that they are not representative of our life now. Also, certain edits have been made to these posts. To start from the beginning of our kinky life, start here. **

Well, D is officially a student again. Apparently his classes are going well. I am taking back about 75% of the house work. Dinners, cleaning, dog entertainer; all my jobs again. Not that I mind. I find that those simple things give me a stronger sense of accomplishment than my job does. And D and I both love to cook, so I know he will still help where he can.

Today is the one year anniversary of my grandfather’s death. Possibly the worst morning of my life to date. It’s strange to think of the anniversary of losing a loved one how much time has passed. My dog Toby was just a puppy, I wasn’t at my current job. It’s probably not wise to gauge time in how long it has been since you lost someone, but I find as I get older, it’s more common than using one’s age or wedding anniversary. Hopefully soon it will be the age of my children, at least that is moving forward in view, not back.


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