**This blog was originally created in 2010 to document my husband and my life as we tried to get pregnant with our first child. After finding BDSM I repurposed the blog in 2014 to look at our kink and balancing it with the two children we now have. Please feel free to read the below posts and any from my 2010 and 2011 archive, but please be aware that they are not representative of our life now. Also, certain edits have been made to these posts. To start from the beginning of our kinky life, start here. **
Doing well here.
The job front is a little shaky. There may be cuts by the end of the year, so it is a little scary. But I am foraging ahead.
The baby plan is slowly moving ahead. We are looking to test again in a few weeks. Another emotional roller coaster is on the horizon. I think D is hitting the limits of his stress threshold. I’m not sure how much longer I can put him through this. I did not think it would be this hard. Maybe I’m just not cut out for this. Maybe a family of two dogs will have to do.
That was a shorter update than I thought.