Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

I Can’t Win

I just feel the need to call Bullshit. Your line about ‘I’m not good enough for you’ is complete crap. You can say whatever you want, you don’t think I’m good enough for you, not the other way around.

All of Me
What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m on your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy,
don’t know what hit me,
but I’ll be alright

My head’s underwater
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
‘Cause all of me Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you

You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too
The world is beating you down,
I’m around through every mood
You’re my downfall, you’re my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing in my head for you

My head’s underwater
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
Give me all of you, oh oh

Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts
Risking it all though it’s hard

‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all, of you, oh oh oh.
-John Legend

Did you even listen to the words as you sang me the song? Don’t you realize why I cling to this? What else can I do? All I want is to be enough for you. You won’t say it, you don’t think it. And rather than be mad at you about that, which I should be, I tell you that I will do whatever it takes. Mold me, change me, make me what you want. Do you think women do that everyday? But no, you won’t do that either. You’re afraid you’re going to mess it up. Which I can appreciate, maybe, but then what am I supposed to do? I am offering to do whatever you want, give you whatever you want, but you won’t do it. I’m not good enough as I am. I have to admit, ‘Fuck you’ is my initial response. If you won’t accept me as I am, and you aren’t sexually attracted to me now, and you won’t help me to be what you need, then you have created a black hole for me. Just tell me to go and find someone who actually makes you happy. I’ll never be enough. I am not even apologizing for the drama.

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