Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

More Porn Cravings

I wrote a post about a month ago talking about overloading on porn. But that was talking mostly about photographs and small .gifs on tumblr. But what about videos and streams?

I will admit, I am a little bit of a snob when it comes to porn. I see this type of erotic entertainment as a fantasy, so the stuff shot with Sally and her boyfriend on her roommate’s bed really doesn’t do it for me. I am not looking for production values to rival The Hobbit, but keeping the boom out of shot might have to be a requirement.
Anyway, I have been craving porn lately. Feeling frisky usually brings that out of me. But it is hard to find something that scratches the itch. I am not demanding a romantic storyline, but something other than grunts is good. I struggle with non-consensual scenes, because I feel like I need to help when I see the situation live. Not a hero complex, I assure you, it just messes with my head. I have had non-censenual fantasies and I love reading other bloggers describe their forced scenarios, but that doesn’t mean I get off watching it in bad lighting. Then there is the opposite end where things are much more extreme than we are ready for. Sir really likes this genre. I would get him a subscription to kink.com, but I am not sure I want to encourage his ideas that much. And, unless he was watching it at work (not a good plan for an attorney), the monthly fees wouldn’t be worth it. Maybe someday, but sometimes watching a hard limit just reinforces why it is still a hard limit. I guess I just find it hard to strike a balance of BDSM and reality most of the time.
So my solution has been to stay pretty vanilla. Not the best plan, I know. But, I can usually get turned on by the simple idea that I am kinkier than the porn stars I am watching. A little convoluted I know, but it works for me. And we got a new camera with video for Christmas, so I am sure that Sir will start shooting his own porn soon. Then I can judge my own realistic performance. It’s win/win, or lose/lose depending how you look at it. But, it’s porn, so yeah!
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