Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Bad Day

Does anyone else feel like when something starts to go well in your life, something else inevitably goes to shit?

Is that just me?

Sir and I are finally getting our D/s relationship off the ground and it is like everything else just keeps going wrong. No matter how much I try to keep it together, pieces keep slipping out of my hands. Am I really only destined to be able to juggle one thing competently? And here I thought I could multi-task.

I can’t stop crying. After yesterday’s post you might think that was a good thing, but it’s not. Sir’s not here and I hate loosing it in front of the kids. Talk about feeling weak.

Sorry for the melodrama. Just in a pissy mood. We’ll chalk this up to PMS and a bad day. A no good, will not end fast enough very bad day.

I just wish I knew how to make things happen and keep the positive things in my life positive. I wish I had thought to take that class in college.

2 Responses to “Bad Day”

  • little girl

    Just a thought…could you be experiencing a bit of a drop? Particularly if there’s been a lot of heavier play recently?

    • CollaredMom

      I hadn’t thought about that. It has been a few days of heavy play. Thanks for bringing that to mind.


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