Wednesday’s may be taking the lead for my favorite day of the week. My ‘maintenance orgasm’ turned into five orgasms and some amazing play. Masturbation while he is watching is so much easier. And his hands slipping in every once and awhile are definitely nice too.
But I had this weird realization. I needed nipple play to cum. Either he or I need to be pinching or pulling or sucking for me to get there. And this realization shot me back to a conversation Sir and I had a week or so ago.
We were laying in the bed. We had just finished some amazing sex. He slapped me a bunch and made me cry and we climaxed together in a blaze of moaning glory. Sir and I have always been really good at orgasming together during sex, apparently other couples do not do this as standard. But we’ve gotten pretty used it.
So Sir is laying there, after I cleaned him off (a new rule to suck him clean after everything but anal sex). And he looked at me and says, “I am worried that a day will come that I will need to make you hurt for me to cum”. I was silent for about ten minutes, not knowing what to say. I think he thought he freaked me out, but he didn’t. I’ve often thought the same thing. Wondering if there will be a day when I can’t orgasm without my nipples being pinched until I whimper. I haven’t been hiding the fear from him (against the rules), but I guess I’ve been avoiding thinking about the possible reality.
I didn’t want him to think I was mad or worried. “Would that be a bad thing? To one day need my full submission in order to get release? Would it concern you if I said I was quickly getting to the point that needed your dominance in order to cum?” I didn’t want to scare him either, but honesty is a rule.
He just looked at me and smiled. Like we both came to the conclusion at the same time that we have passed the point of no return.