You are finally ready to talk to her. You have gone from porn to blogs to online seminars. You have thought out how to approach her, materials to show her. She loves you, she will at least hear you out. And she does, she is intrigued. She seems willing to try and you fall in love with her all over again. And she does try. She follows every order and crawls at your commands. Her eagerness to make you happy is astonishing. But, you crave this life. Your need to dominate her is as powerful as your need to breathe. Are you really getting everything you desire from this with a person who isn’t as invested as you? Are you hurting her somehow by forcing her into this just for you?
Thank you Sir for taking this journey with me. As my Dom, my partner, my spouse. Our struggles to fulfill the needs of each other is an honorable one. Rather than shrug off the desires of one another, we have worked hard to make our kinks a realization. A non-masochist with a sadist. A service and sexual submissive with a husband who cares for her. Not always aligned, but always working toward a common goal. We fell into this and now that we have found it, neither will walk away without a fight. And that willingness to fight is what will help us find our way. Together.