Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.


There is just something about that word. I love used books. I have only ever owned a used car. I can get behind garage sales and auctions that sell used items. To me it has a sense of being loved by another and merely looking for a new home. But that’s not kinky.

However, being used by Sir is hot. And that is a broad statement on purpose. This includes everything from being used as a table for his tea tray to used as a fucktoy for his pleasure.
There is that sense of derision in the word. Like only those who are less than are ‘used’. I guess it falls under humiliation. But as one who loves being used, I don’t really consider it as such. It also fits into the orgasm denial category, as the object being used does not always get to cum. I will admit that, for me, being used by Sir as a hole, where my pleasure is secondary at best, is not always easy. At the same time, the sense of purpose and accomplishment when my body helps him cum is gratifying.

And I am not the only one. I enjoy reading the various posts from bloggers where they discuss being used. There is always a sense of joy in their writing that I live vicariously through. A sub or slave retelling an evening or scene being used is rarely a negative experience. Even those being used as a whipping post or urinal often writing about the amazing feeling and erotic nature of the event. I once remember reading a post from a sub who spent her evening being a living ashtray. She had to balance cigars of her Master and two of his friends on her back. Her description of the arousal she felt from the possibility of being burned almost made forget that I hate pain (especially burns, because ouch) and tell Sir to pull out his pipe again.

I was used. Often, by Sir for his pleasure and occasionally my own. And it might just be my new favorite phrase to describe my day. I can say about last night, gleefully. Hopefully I can start most of my journal entries and blog posts with the statement. I know it will start all my fantasies.

2 Responses to “Used”

  • ancilla_ksst

    Me too! yesss, just all of that.

    • CollaredMom

      Your post from earlier this week inspired me. It just hit me how hot it was to read your post and how much I wanted to be used. Apparently Sir liked it, so I am quite excited to be used this weekend.


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