Last night was hard, but good. We talked about how I was truly remorseful for my actions. I think he appreciated that. Even though the glitter infraction last weekend was a less important rule, my excuses and back-peddling made it worse. He wants to make sure that punishments are consistent and I want to make sure they don’t happen that often.
But due to the severity of the infraction (coming without permission is big), he pulled out one of his homemade toys. Given the choice I will always ask for his bare hand over one of his paddles. But I am never given that choice.
Don’t trust the plaid padded end, he rarely uses that. I think he added that for show and to make sure the wood end didn’t splinter. He, instead, hits along the entire length of the wood. Often on the edge. I know the red spots look small, but trust me, I earned them. (A) my ass is quite large, those spots just look small compared to the entire surface area. And (B), my pale skin minimizes the marks, something I am quite upset by considering how much Sir likes them.
However, my pain did earn his forgiveness. In fact, he felt so forgiving that my ass was quickly taken. Not quickly as in, he was quick, he was not quick. He was deliciously slow.
But he was generous enough to let me come. And don’t worry, I begged this time.