Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Submitting Reality

Every woman who is aroused by submission is also aroused by an alpha male who can tame her. These women aren’t looking for a husband in the bedroom who will make them feel safe and loved. They already have that in their relationship. These women are looking for a man who is strong enough to conquer them. That way the woman can still feel vibrant and independent… but also feel comfortable submitting to their lover. That’s the turn-on for women. They don’t want to be submissives… they want to feel like they can’t resist submitting.

Jason Luke, Interview with a Master
(via thefiercelover)

I don’t know that I always feel like this, but certainly most of the time. I have his love and trust him to keep me safe. But that is separate from our D/s.  Even though I am always a slave, I know he will be there as my husband and the father of my children when I need him. But I don’t submit to him. I submit to my master, my dom. I want to feel like he is supporting my decision to kneel by not giving me any other option.

Part of me wants to resist the truth of this statement. If for no other reason than because it’s a guy saying it. But as I reread it, each sentence makes me nod and smile. The warm gooey feeling that I get from giving everything to him.

He called me this morning after he took the kids to daycare. He had left his work keys at the house (we switched cars today and his keys were with the other car). Without even thinking I jumped in the car and drove him his work keys. His office isn’t too far from the house, and luckily I didn’t have to get out of the car because I wasn’t really dressed for the public. But I got a hot kiss from Sir as he reached through the car window to collect his keys.

And it felt amazing. It was my only option as his slave, he didn’t even need to ask or order. There just wasn’t another possibility. I couldn’t resist him. And it was awesome.


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