Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

It’s Happening

It’s going to happen. I’m not allowed to look away. I can’t close my mouth.

Before I get to shower tonight, after the kids are in bed, I will be drinking his piss. I will kneel, I will be covered in urine. I will hold my mouth open, like the toilet slave that he wants me to be.

Right now I am feeling this weird combination of totally turned on and scared shitless. I’m struggling with how aroused I am by all this, like I should be ashamed or something. Kink is weird.

And he wants to make this a daily activity.

It is weird when I need coffee to help me stay calm throughout the day. I just need to keep my nerves under control.

And remember to breathe through my mouth so I don’t end up with piss up my nose. I bet that burns.

6 Responses to “It’s Happening”

  • DtBHC

    Hi Rye

    There is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. If it is what Sir desires, how can it be,

    Being turned on by it is a bonus. Go you.

  • kaya

    Piss up the nose isn’t so much burn-y (a bit) as it is a sure fire way to carry that flavor around with you for the longest time ever. It just kind of hangs around in the sinuses and gives you surprise bursts of pee essence when you least expect-or want- it. 😀

    • Rye

      Good to know…or bad. I don’t know the right response to this. I think ‘oh crap, what have I gotten myself into?’ will have to suffice.

      • kaya

        Well really. What else is there to say? 😀

  • Nice Anon

    Being a urinal, is the easy bit, honestly, mouth open, pissed in and then letting it flow out. Drinking from source is harder (I find it difficult, the warmth/volume has me a gagging) I adore piss play, its arousing, degrading, I feel dirty, in a glorious way, especially if I am not allowed to wash or shower afterwards. You will be fine, I suspect you will love it!

    • Rye

      I agree. Being the vessel was easy. And I had the same volume/gagging issues that you had. Thanks for the support.


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