It’s going to happen. I’m not allowed to look away. I can’t close my mouth.
Before I get to shower tonight, after the kids are in bed, I will be drinking his piss. I will kneel, I will be covered in urine. I will hold my mouth open, like the toilet slave that he wants me to be.
Right now I am feeling this weird combination of totally turned on and scared shitless. I’m struggling with how aroused I am by all this, like I should be ashamed or something. Kink is weird.
And he wants to make this a daily activity.
It is weird when I need coffee to help me stay calm throughout the day. I just need to keep my nerves under control.
And remember to breathe through my mouth so I don’t end up with piss up my nose. I bet that burns.