Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Happy Slave Place


Happy places can be mental. A head space that one can call upon when needed to get them through a stressful or emotional situation. Usually coffee helps me through these. But for me, my true happy place is where I can just relax. Not have to worry about screaming children or mounting bills. Where I can think about nothing at all if I want to. This is a physical space for me rather than a mood or idea. Doing a relaxing activity can help; I enjoy sewing or reading. But these really only help for a short period. And Sir was becoming frustrated with my poor mood every day when he got home. He had enough stress with work and needed me to be a my best. So we both knew that I needed to try and find whatever it was that provided that place of calm and rejuvenation.

DSCN1546Over the last few years that place has been harder and harder to find. Everyone always wants something and I’ve run out of hiding places. Sir’s wants and needs are important to me, but those are a joy to give. Sir wants me to have a quiet place where he knows that I will rest. I can’t be my best slave when I am at my worst. So he decided that I needed a place where I could get into the right head space. He decided that sleeping next to him every night wasn’t good for me.

DSCN1547I’ve been sleeping on the floor on and off for the last four months now. And I can honestly say it has been some of the best sleep I’ve ever had. I am still right next to Sir; he can reach me if he needs anything. I always ask him if he requires anything before I fall asleep. But after he gives me leave to go to sleep I rarely lay awake for more than a few minutes.

It’s just a happy spot. I can stretch out. I don’t have to worry about stealing the blanket. I can lay on my soft pallet and see Sir’s collection of belts. It’s a very calming. For me it’s a representation of how much Sir cares about me. And how that manifests itself in different ways. DSCN1551Even a year ago, if you had told me that Sir loves me enough to order me to sleep on the floor I would have called you a fool (probably several expletives thrown in there too).
But it is a constant surprise to me how well he knows exactly what I need. Even when I don’t. I would never have thought that sleeping on the floor would put me in a happy place head space, but it does. Give me a book and a cup of coffee and I could spend my life there. Occasionally brought up on the bed for a suck and a fuck and back to my happy place I would go.


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8 Responses to “Happy Slave Place”

  • Marie Rebelle

    I totally get how lovely it must be to sleep on the floor next to him. What a happy place that must be!

    Rebel xox

  • Dawn

    It’s great that you have somewhere like that. It’s so important to have that space of ‘calm and rejuvenation’ as you put it 🙂

    • Rye

      Thank you. I didn’t realize how much I needed that space until I stopped working outside the home and becoming a mom. That time is so precious to me now.

  • Nice Anon

    I spent long periods of 24/7 staying with my Owners, but I do have my own home too. What I love when at theirs, is I have my own room and am called upon when I am needed/required or for use. Then, as and when, I am no longer needed I am sent away to my own room. There is plenty of room in theirs for me to stay, (huge bed, masses of room space and sometimes a second bed if we stay elsewhere) But I am never permitted to stay in theirs over night. I am not permitted to enter their room unless summoned. If one of them is elsewhere, the same stands, I do not sleep in there and I am always sent away, or never beckoned. Sometimes I lay in my own bed praying I am called and I am not lol. They get up early, I stay in mine, sometimes I get invited for a cuppa in their bed, sometimes I am the one making the cuppa and sent away. I truly would have it no other way. I am a slave, not their partner, best or girl friend. The room gives me the space I need to reflect, which is just perfect.. (the summoning is of course rather yummy too lol)

    • Rye

      Those sound like amazing times. The space to yourself sounds nice. I think I would get paranoid being that far away from Sir though, but I’m needy like that. It sounds like you have a very good set up and I hope you continue to have your happy private space. 🙂

  • f dot leonora

    oh i have slept on the floor, and it is a happy place. glad you found yours!

  • Velvet Rose

    It can certainly be the simplist of solutions to provide the calming space you needed and this is a great example.

    Velvet x

  • sub-Bee

    We all need a space where we can be calm and I’m so glad you found yours.


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