Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Baby Steps

Sir and I are good. I know the last few days have been pretty touch and go, but we are getting there. We have been able to talk a lot the last few nights. It’s been hard to discuss touchy topics, but it’s been necessary for my mood and our overall communication. A lot less stress has made for some honest conversations. And, let’s be real, some really hot sex. But that is generally a good method for us. We get everything on the table and then we can process through it and use it as a fuel for our intimacy.

There is still a lot going on. We were at the new house yesterday to meet with the contractor about the flooring and countertop choices. It was the first time Sir had been to see the new fence and seemed to like the final product. We do another meeting with the contractor and designer after the holidays to make final changes to the kitchen remodel and set a start date. They are delivering a dumpster for us to start the demo ourselves. Me and my hammer are very excited. The kids are going to grandma’s this weekend so we can have a few kid-free days of work. And, of course, there is always wrapping to do.

But we’ll keep taking steps to test aspects of our kinky selves. Playing only in the bedroom will be more than enough until we can get through all of this. Our sexy time has been pretty limited lately, but I’m learning to accept it. I have to learn how to function without sex. It wasn’t a problem before my libedo skyrocketed, so I know I can get back there again.

I have a long list today and tomorrow. But that will keep me going and focused on what I need to get done. It’s always a boost to my mood when I can check things off and see my progress around the house. So, baby steps to a better day.


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