I just want him to love me for the me that I am. I’m not that girl he fell in love with in college. I’ve changed. And I thought it was for the better. I thought he would love me more this way.
But now I just think he wants me the way I was before. Repressed and lonely. I know he doesn’t want that, but he doesn’t want this me either.
So I was talking to my twitter boyfriend. He was trying to help. A clear perspective is nice. Though not always easy to hear.
“What I am saying is that part of the issues might be that he doesn’t like the current sexual you. You haven’t always been like this so there might be something that is impacting on how sexually attractive he finds you and it’s nothing about the sex, but about the attitude to sex.”
Who knew that being a slut could be a bad thing?