Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Memory Lane

With the move and everything, Sir and I haven’t played in a while. I think he could lay hands on the riding crop if he wanted to, but the Doxy has been the only unpacked toy as yet. Because of this, I haven’t really had the opportunity or motivation to try and get some sexy photos for Sinful Sunday posts. I had considered posting an old photograph, but each one just made me sad that I don’t have anything new. I mean, most of the pictures in my Slutty McNaughty folder are from when I still had long hair (I donated in January). And most of the ones since then were for specific prompts or posts that I was working on. It’s been a long time since we’ve done a good just-for-fun sexy photo shoot.

Feeling sexy enough to have nude, semi-staged photos taken has been a problem lately. Even more so is writing about it. On days when I couldn’t relive our previous evenings activities, I could always fantasize about what I was craving that day. I started a story that was supposed to have five parts. I’ve been sitting on the draft for part four for weeks now. I want to write. I want to be inspired. But if I can’t get over this writer’s block slump when it comes to writing short porn pieces, how can I expect to ever become a published writer. That’s just self-pity and way off topic though. I’m supposed to be talking about photos of me tied to stuff being beaten and fucked by other stuff.

I’ll be the first to admit that this blog is more about the words than the pictures. I do not have the talent or equipment (technical equipment you dirty minded people) to take amazing photos. I try to use them, where possible, to enhance a post. Lately that has mostly been the kitchen renovation (I think you may have to suffer through another one of those as I finally got all the bar stools put together). But memes like Sinful Sunday are a) a great way to engage in the kinky blog community b) a way to test myself c) a way to bring new readers to the site. Tweeting a random picture of my pussy because Sir orders me to is fun, but I would hardly call it a challenge. And taking part in such a sex positive meme is important to me. At the same time, I don’t feel right digging through old pictures to try and edit something together just to take part in it. That just makes me feel like I’m doing it only for the readers and it seems like a disservice to Molly’s meme.

So, I encourage you to check out all the offerings this week with the hope that I will be able to bring something fresh to table next Sunday. And even though sexy isn’t a word I would use to describe myself currently, I am hopeful that it will soon return to it’s happy place after slutty and before mom very soon.


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