Have you ever been too afraid to try something? So worried or concerned that it will go tits up that you don’t try? I used to do that all the time. It was my answer for everything regarding relationships.
This year I have really tried to take steps to change that. When Sir decided to take a break from D/s I thought my world was falling apart. But I have really used it as a chance to try some of those things I was always too scared. I’ve been loaned, I had my first threesome, my first time with a woman. All experiences I would not have done otherwise.
Now the loan in May was rough. I didn’t go about it the right way. Not following my own rules on my comfort level left me with a little regret that I jumped in with both feet. But, I learned from it.
Last week Sir and I tried switching for a night. Talk about out of my comfort zone! But it was a good time. I think we were both surprised at how much it flowed for us. And hey, I got to grind my clit into this mouth, so I enjoyed it. And I think when we went back into our more standard D/s roles over the weekend it made it even hotter for both of us.
This last year has given me the chance to try and clarify what type of submissive I am. I have slowly become much more of a princess and pet, but certainly still a greedy slut. Can’t wait to see what happens next year.