Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Pins and Needles

Why don’t you go put your Njoy in? 

Sounds like fun. I’ll be back in a bit.

I walked upstairs and closed the bedroom door. Too many wank sessions have been interrupted by whiny kids; I’ve learned from my mistakes. After grabbing the lube, njoy, and a towel I climbed up on the bed. Although I have done it several ways, I have found that putting the njoy in by myself is easier if I’m squatting on my knees. And doing it while I cum is just extra fun for me.

Sitting on my knees I began flipping through tumblr. I have several go to pages. Lately I’ve been a sucker for MFM threesomes. They just turn me into a dripping puddle in record time. But, for whatever reason, I could find anything that really sucked me in. I kept flipping through photos and videos, looking for the perfect scene. It’s hard when you know what you want. And I wanted to see a sexy spit-roast.

You know the shot. It’s often in black and white. She’s stretched across the bed, looking eagerly at one man’s cock. She’s massaging his thigh, begging him to lean in closer. At the same time the other gentleman is thrusting into her cunt. Holding her hips and pushing her mouth into the other man’s cock. I’m not sure what it is, but it’s just hot. And it was exactly what I wanted at that moment to help me cum.

The photo wasn’t coming around though. I flipped through my favorites and couldn’t find anything close. It wasn’t until I went down a rabbit hole of new people that I stumbled across what I needed. What I craved.

I lubed up the Njoy and grabbed my Doxy. I put my phone on the bed in front of me so I could zone in on the short video (set to repeat) while I put the plug in. I was turned on in seconds. The doxy worked it’s magic wonderfully as my body tried to relax.

The njoy was cold, but it quickly warmed by my thighs. Or maybe I just didn’t notice. Because, as I continued to press the njoy inside me, I was also pressing the doxy against my clit. My orgasm was seconds away and it was a now or never moment. I leaned into the doxy and up onto my knees. My body relaxed as I groaned and the njoy found it’s home. But all this happened so fast, I didn’t really feel any of it.

All I could feel was the painful tingling of my legs waking up from being asleep.

The entire time I had been searching for the perfect porn I had been sitting back on my knees, and they had gone numb. When I leaned forward in the height of my orgasm they shot back to life in an intense wave of pins and needles.

My orgasm was ruined and all I could do was roll onto my side and wait for the pain to subside. I was so embarrassed. I walked downstairs. My husband asked if I was alright. I told him I spent so long looking for porn that my legs went numb and they decided to wake up in the middle of my orgasm.

He laughed and told me to tweet it. So I did.

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10 Responses to “Pins and Needles”

  • Indigo Byrd

    Oh I felt for you. I’m having some trouble with my arm joints at the moment and I’ve had to give up just on the verge a couple of times recently because my wrists, elbows or shoulders hurt too much.

  • Mrs Fever

    Love this! 😉

    The realities of masturbation are seldom as sexy as we wish them to be. It’s good to know we’re all only human though. 🙂

  • Marie Rebelle

    This put a smile on my face 🙂

    Rebel xox

    • Rye

      I’m glad. 🙂

  • Nero

    Oh god, how I hate it when an orgasm is ruined. It happened to me just the other day as I took some ‘me’ time. I’ll blog about it soon, since you have too. Thanks for the Inspo.

    • Rye

      So glad. Can’t wait to read it. Misery loves company 🙂

  • Tabitha

    Oh this is so charming , it was so hot! I felt so bad for your pain but it added such sweet human-ness. Lovely x x

  • Molly

    This made me chuckle. Bodies can be so treacherous sometimes


  • Kayla Lords

    Okay, UNF for masturbating and looking for MFM porn (my personal fave too) and also UGH for going numb in the worst way.

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