Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Happy Birthday to Me

Sir and I both turn 30 this year. I don’t know how to feel about that. Don’t get me wrong, I know 30 is not old. But there is a certain defining moment status to this birthday. Married, with kids, and a career (him anyway); all we need is to buy our first house this year and we will have passed the ‘American Dream’ test. But is that all we are looking for?
Our birthdays, in April and August respectively, are often a time for reflection and personal goals. So far this year, however, both of our goals revolve around our new D/s responsibilities. While many would argue that we have found BDSM quite young, I know Sir and I both wish we had stumbled upon it earlier in our marriage. But that may have changed our current situation with kids and jobs, so maybe the timing was exactly what was needed. Just like the two of us meeting three years before we started dating, if we had tried to force it earlier, it may have completely fallen apart. And, what better time than a birthday to enjoy something so important to each of us.
Hopefully there will come a birthday where we can focus on memories and accomplishments of the previous year, but for now we look to a bright future ahead. We have a lot that we would like to sort out in this first year as Dom and sub. And I know that our birthdays this year will focus on these goals. Sir may even get my nipples pierced for my birthday this year. Or his birthday. I win either way.

Wicked Wednesday

4 Responses to “Happy Birthday to Me”

  • tori

    If its any consolation i cried my eyes out when i turned 30, im 40 in November goodness knows what i will be like then lol

  • Marie Rebelle

    My 30th birthday is many years behind me and 2 years from today I will be 50. I cannot even remember my 30th birthday, but I do remember my 40th and remember how very special that one was. An achievement. As if life only started then, even though it didn’t. I still feel like I am in the prime of my life and I want to feel like this for many years to come!
    And yes, on my birthday I tend to reflect on the year before, enjoy the day and think about all the exciting things I am going to do in the year to come 🙂

    Rebel xox

  • Modesty Ablaze

    Oh you have lots and lots of lovely times to come! It really does get better . . . and better . . . with age (like a fine wine?).
    And I wouldn’t worry about not stumbling upon your lifestyle earlier . . . I often believe we only embrace certain things just when we are ready. Whether consciously, or sub-consciously, perhaps not even noticing things before that we love and live now!
    Enjoy whatever the next 20 years brings!!!
    Now, where is that glass of wine!
    Xxx – K

  • Velvet Rose

    As Modesty says it gets so much better! I had just about discovered BDSM around your age but did not act upon it until only around 5 years ago. Enjoy, explore and have lots of fun in the process!


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