Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Diligent but droopy

The kids and I went to the United Kingdom in Feb./Mar. of this year. I finally finished my scrapbook of the trip. And, as I flipped through it, all I want to do is go back. The baby looks so small. You can really see how much he’s grown in the last six months. I love making the scrapbooks so I can look back at all the memories, but then I just want to go make new ones. Growing up we moved around a lot. As much as I don’t like the idea of moving the kids around like Sir and I did when we were young, I get the itch to travel now and then. I would love to have a bookcase full of scrapbooks of my travels someday.

Feeling sort of droopy today. Lots to look forward to with positive steps being made on the house front. Be warned that when we do finally buy something this may turn into a renovation blog for awhile. Home remodeling with my tool belt and my leash. Think of the photo opportunities.

So back to coffee and the job search. Slowly working to try and make things fall into place. Trying to balance ‘one day at a time’ and making progress. I don’t want to just wait for things to happen, but forcing them hasn’t gotten me anywhere either. I’m just all over the place with possibilities and feeling trapped at the same time.

Focusing on my slave mindset whenever possible today. While trying to stave off whatever allergy/cold thing is trying to take over my body. Fingers crossed the coffee helps me win the battle.


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