Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

The biggest smile

I can’t describe my smile right now. My mouth hurts. It’s like I’ve been facefucked.

The husband and I met for lunch. The last few days have been a little overly emotional. We’ve chatted about how we were committed to each other and where our D/s has taken us. The realization that I was happy was a big one. I’ve changed so much through our time in this house. I’ve become stronger, especially in the last few months, and he doesn’t want me to lose that.

But we sorted through a lot. We are starting small, but I have hope. Hope that we can be as happy as we were. Letting that connection run through us and keep me going throughout the day.

I was practically jumping up and down in the car on the way home. And when I got here, I had another reason to smile waiting for me.

Subject: Instructions

Rye,

You said you would send me pictures of your orgasms. I don’t want pictures. I want video.
Specifically, I want you to get the good camera, set up on the tripod, with the AC cable plugged into the wall. I want you in the guest room and the camera set up roughly opposite the long side of the bed. I want you to get the lamp from out in the hallway and I want you to try to light the room. I want you to get the doxy and a dildo and I want you to fuck yourself nice and hard. Maybe put clothespins on your nipples or slap your ass. I want you to have fun. I want to see you having fun. I want you to look into the camera and talk to me and tell me how much you like putting on a slut show for me. I don’t care how many orgasms you have. I just want you to have fun being a slut.
I want to watch the video with you, tonight.
I love you, Rye.
This day is full of smiles. Maybe he’ll even let me post my slutty video for you all. I have my Sir back.

5 Responses to “The biggest smile”

  • Her Subject

    Congratulations. Happy for you. Don’t forget to pick up the kids from school/daycare. 🙂

    • Rye

      Don’t worry, I didn’t forget. They called to tell me that the 18mo smacked his head on the door frame and has a growing goose egg on his forehead. He’s ok, so not to ruin my day.

  • Nice Anon

    Does the happy dance for you, enjoy every moment! Xx

    • Rye

      Thanks for the happy dance. That is how I spent my afternoon too. 🙂

  • ancilla ksst

    What a fun task you have!

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