Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Peace and Quiet

Those of you with small children may hate me reading this, so I don’t judge you at all if you just skip over this post today.

My children are gone. My mother-in-law came last night and left this morning with the kids. Right now I’m sitting on my couch, by myself, in the quiet of my living room. It’s insane. I have a list of things to get done today. Cleaning the living room as I know it will actually stay clean for a day or two. Organizing my craft space in the basement where I can get away, my own woman cave. I would love to go for a walk. Get to know the neighborhood better and get a good workout in would be nice. Hell, I am drinking my coffee out of a mug rather than a travel cup as I don’t have to worry about small hands knocking it over. It’s all about the little joys, right.

And I’m planning a date. A with someone else date. It’s going to be interesting. Sir is supportive. In fact, I think we’re both a little excited. A new experience for both of us. But I’m looking at it as a chance to help me define my submission better. Sir often asks what I want from him as a Dom and I really struggle with that question. I am hoping that interacting and possibly doing scenes with another Dom will help me to clarify what I enjoy and need from him. It’s a scary thought though. I realized the other day that I haven’t had sex with anyone else in ten years. It’s just a little heady that today that could change. On the other hand, we could not mesh well at all and just go our separate ways having met a new kinky friend. I’m sure either way I’ll be reflecting and writing about it for a few days.

I’m nervous though. Sitting here in my peace and quiet and I just want to make a good impression. Maybe I need another shower.

2 Responses to “Peace and Quiet”

  • Marie Rebelle

    Oh my, this sounds so interesting and exciting… a kinky new friend! I hope to hear a lot more 🙂

    Rebel xox

  • ancilla ksst

    Good luck and hope you have fun on your date!


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