Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Not Kinky Enough

So yesterday a guy found my twitter account. We chatted for a bit. He waited a whole five minutes before sending me a dick pic. This was after he used words like ‘older woman’ and ‘mature’ to describe me. Even though they were mixed in with the words ‘stunning’ and ‘sexy’, he had already lost quite a few points. I’m thirty-one, trying to get me to play sexting games on twitter will not happen by calling me old in the course of our conversation.

But, as we were chatting, I quickly realized that he had not even clicked on the blog. I asked him if he was kinky, what he was into, etc. He avoided the question and then talked about ‘teasing’ me. When he did ask what I was into I struggled to pair it down to a few words.

I’m a submissive. I’m a masochist. I love bondage and impact play. I crave control and a stern master to spoil and train me into his perfect pet.

Those four sentences seem so simple, but explode with complexity in my head. They seem so separate, and yet they are all a part of my kinky nature. The balance of all those pieces is the goal. Not one that I have achieved so far.

Anyway, the kid tried to play the whole, ‘what I want to do to you’ game. I played along for awhile. Until this response came along:

Maybe I’m to kinky for you 🙂

Yep, maybe you are (the misspellings were all him, by the way). I didn’t know it was a competition, but apparently I lost. And considering his description of anal and other sexual activities, I was perfectly happy to lose. Guess I’m just not kinky enough for everyone.

3 Responses to “Not Kinky Enough”

  • LordRaven

    It is a dead giveaway when they start turning it into a competition. I can almost guarantee if someone gets that they are 28 and under. No worries I think you are kinky enough to enjoy being who you are. Their ideas be damned.
    I would be appalled calling anyone out because of their age. Though there does seem to be a subculture in the kink world for mature hookups. It is almost a reverse of the older man and the younger woman. That being said youngsters just are too much hassle for this old bird.

  • Tamar

    LOL Some people’s children…yeah, you dodged a bullet there.

  • ancilla ksst

    Eh, he sounds like a jerk to me.

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