Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Yeah, Butt

I bought Rye three things for her trip to California. First, I bought her a brand-new lube shooter. it’s a kind of syringe with a modified tip for shooting lube into an asshole (or vagina). If you’ve never taken the opportunity to fuck an asshole which has been FILLED with lube beforehand, I encourage you to give it a go!

Second, I bought her a six pack of disposal fleet-enemas. Those may or may not go with her on the plane. It will depend on whether I can learn how well they handle depressurization in the luggage compartment of a commercial airliner.

Lastly, I bought her a “standard” enema kit.

For someone like Rye, who is enthusiastic about anal and gets the good kind of woozy when she’s sexually humiliated, you might assume that being “enemaed” (or told to enema herself) is not a big deal. You’d be wrong. This step toward enema play is a big deal.

This is the first time that I have ever pursued an area of play without first discussing it with her. Her ass has always been in-bounds. I have, on occasion, fucked her asshole without so much more warning than squirting lube on her asshole in silence. She has always taken whatever I have thrown at her. But I don’t throw all that much at her, really. I don’t surprise her with kink. It isn’t really feasible in our lives as parents and it isn’t necessarily part of who I have been as a dominant.

Honestly, this kind of asymmetrical play is not really my thing, normally. I usually make sure that whatever we are doing has a chance to please both of us. This is mostly a technique by which I manage the possibility of failure. Enema play will be something completely different for us. This will be an unknown for both of us. So, it is very different that I have come to Rye, tools in hand, and told her that she is going to receive an enema. This is the first time when I’ve presented her with something that is totally for my benefit and offering fuck-all in exchange. Taking completely without giving, at all.

In a way, it feels a bit like I am forcing this to happen against the natural grain of our relationship. It is the sort of thing that would fit better into a Master/slave or Owner/property dynamic than the more playful rhythm which we have been enjoying. I recognize the poor fit at the same time that I am compelled to ignore it. Perhaps the fact that it doesn’t fit is why I want to do it. For the first time, I’m not going to think about it too much. I’m just going to make it happen.

As I alluded before, I told myself that the reason I bought these things was because I wanted to give them to Rye for her trip to California. The man she is going to see has said, in no uncertain terms, that he is going to take liberal use of her asshole. I welcome this! But, if I am going to loan my wife to someone for butt sex, I am going to at least make an attempt to make sure that it is safe, clean, and awesome.

I want the experience for everyone to be as perfect and memorable (in a good way) as possible. In part, that means I want her to fuck like a pornstar. I know she can handle the acts well enough on her own. But, we all know that porn stars enema before doing anal porn shoots. It makes everything clean, easing post-orgasm body anxiety.

But, honestly, it’s for me. All of it. The novelty, her discomfort, her cleanliness and the easy sluttiness I want it to inspire. All of it is in the service of my desires.

2 Responses to “Yeah, Butt”

  • ancilla ksst

    Well, that is just all the hotness! Lucky Rye!

  • Tamar

    I think you poor guys really get the short end of the stick on a lot of things, societally speaking. Especially when you start dipping toes into the whole BDSM thing, fraught with all it’s unrealistic fantasies and unattainable expectations. I can say that my partner, Q could talk at length about getting hung up on “should’s” and forgetting what really makes sexual play the most fun for him, which is- the play part! Just being able to connect with me as his willing and eager toy/victim and cut loose and do things he really wants to do, and trusting me to let him know if I’m not digging it, or can’t do it. Otherwise, it’s fair game, and I’m thrilled when he just does what he wants to do and enjoys- love seeing him really turned on and having fun, and honestly, personally- I think it’s pretty hot when he does stuff -just- because it’s something he wants to do to/with me, without taking my wants into account sometimes. Honestly sometimes it’s fun to just be used as a toy for his pleasure, and if I’m not in the mood for that particular thing and won’t enjoy it- I let him know and he can adjust if he wants and we go from there. Communication and trust are always the key to really great sexual play. I think doing something just because you think it’s hot and wanted to is a great way to cut loose, and hopefully Rye will think it’s pretty hot and be happy to go along with it, or if not y’all can discuss and adjust to something that works better for both of you.


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