Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

Reality Strikes Back

Sometimes you have to hear and accept the difficult reality in order to move past it. Tamar’s comment on here the other day was hard to read. I didn’t want my actions to be causing my own problems, who really does. But as hard as it was to read, it was mostly right.

I need to focus on my ‘vanilla’ life right now, because at this point that’s the only life I’ve got. And at the rate I’m going I am going to lose that too.

Writing will always be a part of me, probably even erotica. But I probably won’t be posting as much on here for awhile. I need to start exercising again, getting more sleep, and fixing my marriage. Expecting everyone else to change while I stay the same is pretty unrealistic. So it looks like I am facing a lot of self-improvement ahead.

I just want to say that I appreciate the reality checks and the supportive words. And I am not disappearing. Just probably not updating as often. I still want to take part in as many memes as I can and finish my Define Your Kink series. This community means the world to me and I have no intention to leaving it. I may even get around and get a Sinful Sunday around for tomorrow.


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