Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.


I really wanted to write. I have missed this space and all the supportive, wonderful people who come and read. I have missed the inspiration to write about sex I’ve had and fantasies for the future. Writing about BDSM and how, even though dynamics have changed, it’s a huge part of my life. But life happens.

Instead I cried at my computer to my Dom. He patiently listened and wrote back in his supportive way. He told me I wasn’t a failure and I balled. He told me he cared about me and I balled. It was largely me crying and him telling me that it was going to be alright.

Sadly, not that inspiring. But I’m getting there. This is the first time in awhile I’ve really been pulled to write. I miss what this blog gives me.

So hopefully this is my comeback. After two months off I need to get my sexy juices flowing again (in more ways than one). Thank you for being patient while I work through the random shit that is my vanilla life. But I don’t think that I want to be away anymore. No matter what is going on I need this safe space to just be me.

Hope you’ll all stick with me. 🙂

4 Responses to “Update”

  • Tamar

    Glad to see you back! Hope you make some progress working through things, sometimes it just takes time. But you have been missed.

  • John Brownstone

    Glad to see some words from you here. I said it last night and I will say it again. You are not a failure and I do and always will care about you. I’m looking forward to you dusting off the keyboard and seeing your words once more.

  • Marie Rebelle

    I’m sticking with you and hope to read more from you soon. I want to know more about your Dom, more about many things so please keep on writing 🙂

    Rebel xox

    • Penny

      I’m so happy to see you back! I’ve been checking regularly just in case. Looking forward to reading more from you 🙂


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