Chasing Me Chasing You

An uncollared submissive struggling through depression, motherhood, and the constant craving of her next orgasm.

The Cast


I am a 31 year old, married, mother of two. My husband and I tried various forms of D/s for a few years. Now I am uncollared and trying to find how that fits into my life. I am overweight and have PTSD and severe depression. I love to read and consider myself crafty. I sew, scrapbook, quilt, cook and write in my seconds of free time. Buy me coffee over flowers any day.

The Husband

We have been together for over ten years. He tries to be there for me through everything. We have our ups and downs, but we are pushing through. He is an attorney, so our kinks are private.

The Boy

Our first child. He is five going on twenty-five, except that he refuses to give up his iPad. He has both his father and I wrapped around his little finger. The first grandchild on both sides of our families and a constant source of amusement for everyone.

Baby 2.0 – “Tank”

Our second son. He is 2 years old and is too adorable for his own good. He is quickly taking after his big brother as he is too smart for his age.

Twitter Boyfriend

A very dear friend from the other side of the world that I met on Twitter. Probably my best friend as I don’t have to sugar coat anything for him. Recently, he has also started some erotic writing with me. There might be some sexual tension there.


My lover. He and I have been friends on twitter and finally managed to meet in 2016. Now I can’t imagine my poly life without him. A man who matches my sex drive as well as my love for food and sarcasm. We are pretty adorable when we get together, which, sadly, isn’t often enough.